ONE GREAT STEP VS CONVOCATION???

ONE GREAT STEP VS CONVOCATION???

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Hi everyone^^ Long time no see...hihi...sorry no mood to write any story...sobs :( ok anyways, i wanna write something tonight...hihi...
Ok...the title looks very vogue la divas right? hihi...yeah its showed how crazy i am to choose either one...heol~ Both are my future..i want both in my life but as a normal human being i need to choose one...T_T..

One Great Step Live in Kuala Lumpur on 19th October 2013
Majlis Konvokesyen Universiti Malaysia Terengganu on 19th October 2013

You know what, before woollim release the date of OGSMY, i was like, "yeah woollim must choose 19th Oct like seriously" Its bcuz they will stop at Singapore early october, after that stop at Taiwan and Malaysia in their October schedule.../forever crying/

After i heard about that sad news, i just felt, "hey woollim, you better not choose me as the winner for Hangout bcuz i cant go really really cant go.../crying again/

At that time i just hope my convocation day will be extend to end of oct or early nov but i know, its impossible...you know what, i'm really frustrated about the date of my convocation bcuz usually, the past, they will held on november...heol...i feel like, "what's on earth omg why its always happen to me???" And i was really menbung for the whole weeks...=_="

To be honest, i'm really sad everytime i'm on my twitter or facebook..seriously..all my friends talking about ogs, the ticket, the project while me..just being a silent reader and dont have any strenght to wipe my tears T___T

Day by day, my life being so miserable ;; i even dont have mood to talk and also online...my head so sick and i feel like i should not be in this fandom...My destiny is not here /cause you're my destiny/ like Sunggyu said but to others lucky people not me T_T

My convocation day is confirm to be held on 19th October well i am happy really really happy cuz I will graduate soon and i will get my scroll..I am so happy ^___^ 3 years my life as a University student really makes me happy to graduate :) And i should proud of my self bcuz after this my picture while holding a scroll will be at my house' wall ^^

So, in conclusion, i just have to say good bye to One Great Step Live in Kuala Lumpur :'(
My future is more important...Sorry my dear Yeol...our destiny is not here...I am truely sorry to all my Inspirit Family, i cant meet all of you especially Ally jagi, izni unnie, mira, aiman, sarah, fatin, kak nadya, shee aaaaaaaaa i wanna meet all of you like seriously T______T I am sorry guys....I hope someday all of us can meet in others Infinite event..I'm promise that :) I will show to all of you who is "Kim Ina" in person..LOLOLOL...

I will graduate soon.....Happy Graduation Day to me :)

Well, my life is not like really unlucky...hahaha...I'm really grateful cuz i've just got a chance to meet my stupid idiot namja INFINITE!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa even not in Malaysia, but i will fly to SINGAPORE!!!! weeeehooooooooo.....

OMG!!! SCREAMINGGGGG!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! ok cool Nana =_=

Ok...finally i got a chance to meet them aaaaaaaaaaaaa omg cant believe this omggg yeah i will meet them soon at Singapore ^^

Really thank you to Rinn cuz wants to accompany me to go SG for OGS....Rinn ah, jeongmal gomawo^^

Ogs at SG is earlier than Malaysia one...Whatever it is, i will meet them soon^^ I will meet my Sunggyu, Dongwoo, Woohyun, Hoya, Seongyeol, Myungsoo and Sungjong later^^ Just like a dream and i even got the best tix which is at Pen B zone omggg thanks to Camilla cuz help me find the tix :) Thanks Camilla, See you soon baby :)

Tadah!! hihi...My ticket....hihi....Expensive right?? well, Singapore, everything is expensive =_=

Ok..whatever it is, I'm gonna meet them on this early october and i hope everything gonna be fine...plz pray for me all :)

For those who attend OGS at SG, let meet soon ^^

And for those who will attend OGS at KL, have fun and enjoy your self

but, plz dont forget to wish for my convocation day ok...hahaha kbye

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#20/09/2013

by,

A complicated girl =_=

Hi~

Day Dreaming or Reality??? PART V (end)

Hi...we meet again hahaha...well, my story going to end soon...tsk tsk....Now, D-DAY!!!!

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Yes its D-DAY ^O^

At that day, i'm on leave...hahaha.....My boss give holiday since i have to get ready by 3pm kst...well, my boss is the best!!! Thank you sajangnim....^^ As usual, i'm woke up not too early actually hahaha...My plan is i'm not going to use my home laptop because my laptop always hang and lag =_= So i decide to go to cyber cafe near my house...^^

Since the event start at 3pm KST so i still have some time....Then, i'm decide to online for a while..kikikiki...Then, so suprising, many people and mostly my friend link me this...hahaha

Hahaha...seriously i'm laughing when i saw this....why they put my name on top?? lmao.....well, thats me Kim Ina Dont ask why my u/n is  "Kim Ina" because its will take 3 days and 2 night to explain...hahaha =_=

Total of the winner is about 25 people around the world ^O^

Yeah i'm happy because i can see my name in Infinite Official site....hahaha...ok typical me >< 

Then, After that Sunggyu also post something kkkkk....see this....

Well, told ya, our leader speaking english ok...hahaha.....

The time almost come omg my feeling mixed together...I dont know what i feel at that time....i feel like wanna o<-< But, still cool nana is always cool hahaha...Then, i choose my dress...Taking a bath and lunch...Then go straight to cyber cafe near my house ^^ Luckily, not many people in there...well, i got the best PC with the best connection and yes i'm ready for Hangout with Infinite ^^

As what Jungryoul oppa said before, he will give invitation link through email...So i'm just keep refreshing my gmail kikikiki.....

OMG!!! LETS SCREAMMMMM

Hahahaha...why i'm screaming??? because SUNGGYU SEND AN EMAIL TO ME!!!! OMG!!!

Ok nana, no need to excited like that =_= Yeah, actually they use Sunggyu account to invite us...kikikiki....

Hahaha...see that?? yes its Kim Sunggyu's gmail..But i dont think Sunggyu send us that email...maybe their staff...but still i'm thankful ><

The event is going to start...I can see my palm and lips so white lmao i'm so nervous....hahaha...But, unfortunately, i cant speak with them tsk tsk...only 3 or 4 people able to speak with them since that event is live version sob sob...But still i'm happy because My country is listed for ONE GREAT STEP this october ^O^

So, i think this is very sweet memory that i will never forget ;< 

Thank you so much to Infinite staff and Infinite members especially Nam Woohyun because choose my video...Seriously, this is the best gift ever that i've received ^^

Last but not least, Infinite Official circle me back...omg i'm so touched....Thank you so much for everything...I wont forgot this day in the rest of my life....^^

See you soon^^

the end

Day Dreaming or Reality??? PART IV

hello everybody....Sorry cause not updating my story....;;~;; I'm bit busy with my work (yes please believe it)...So now, i want continue write my story ^O^

Ok..last time we stop at my conversation with Jungryoul oppa right? So now i wanna tell you what exactly happen on that night LOL...Seriously at that night, my life was slightly change OTL hahaha....actually not really change but yeah i feel like everybody talking about me hahaha lmao >< But yeah, you can see my followers at my twitter @KimIna1224 increasing so fast...hahaha.....yeah i'm sound a bit happy right? ok whatever Nana...~,~

People keep tweeting me like (see below)

" Wow, you're really lucky!!! Congratulations.^^"

"I'm so jealous with you....."

"you're so lucky because Woohyun choose you...He's my bias"

"Congratulations....But still i'm jealous with you"

*Yeah normally people keep tweeting me how they jealous with me hahaha seriously no need to jealous with people like me =_= *

Actually, at that night most of my friends (my Inspirit friend) still cant believe it...hahaha~ maybe they feel "omg how can nana won???" "omg how can nana unnie won??? still cant believe it" hahaha....~,~ At that night also, i cant sleep at all....i dont know why... maybe i'm too excited for Hangout event...hahaha orz...Seriously i dont know how this event going to be because Jungryoul oppa didn't tell me earlier...=_= But, while i'm replying my mentions, gigling and menbung alone, i got this email which directly from Jungryoul oppa...o<-< 

This is the email that i got from Jungryoul oppa... He tell me about the progress for tomorrow events..... Yeah you can see his english really good right?? hahaha *i wonder why Infinite's english so bad =_=*

He tell me what i need to do during the event.....omg this is first time for to join such event like this and of course my body is out of blood >< 

*Sorry i need to blurring Jungryoul oppa email...Yeah for his safety...kkkkk*

I'm still cant sleep at that night..i feel so nervous really really nervous...but i need to calm down (hey nana is a cool girl ok) And at twitter and g+, people keep updating the winner around the world but yeah i'm still didn't have a chance to talk with them since i didn't know them hahaha orz me =_=

At 2:15am, finally my eyes are ready to close and my body was touched on the bed...Then i just shout, Good Night everyone LOL zzzzzzzz

To be continue......

Day Dreaming or Reality??? PART III

Guiseee guiseee still have a lot of story i wanna tell you ok...kikiki....

**My conversation with that Infinite Staff which is Jungryoul oppa at g+ hangout was started but before that, i need to install my g+ hangout apps since i'm never use it before ~.~ While waiting my installation, Jungryoul oppa still on the line and keep asking me lol hahaha....he ask some question...mihmihmih....

Jungryoul oppa: Ah nana, who do you like most in Infinite??
Me: me?? Ah i love Lee Seongyeol the most hahaha...../Sorry woohyun even though you choose mine kkkk
Jungryoul oppa: Ah that Seongyeol....later you can talk with him....
Me: OMG!!! YES I WANT!!!!
Jungryoul oppa: When you start love Infinite??
(innocent question from oppa and i must answer it honestly kkkkk)
Me: urmmmmmm actually I dont really like them when come back again era....hahaha
Jungryoul oppa; WHAT???? so, when you start love them???
Me: I love them when She's back era...hahaha
Jungryoul oppa; Ah...that's good.....So, how your installation??
Me: done already...kkkkk
Jungryoul oppa: now, i will invite you again.....
(At that time i dont know where my heart goes azsxdcfvgbhn)

**We just took about 3 or 4 minute for hangout and TOLD YA JUNGRYOUL OPPA REALLY REALLY CUTE OMG I'M DONE WITH YOU OMG BYEBYE**

At that time Jungryoul oppa wore black tshirt with the glasses omg so cute >________<

Jungryoul oppa: Ok...now, i wanna make sure, are you really really free tomorrow???
Me: yes of course i'm free seriouslyyyyy
Jungryoul oppa: hahaha you're so funny.....So, tomorrow i will invite you for hangout at 3pm kst....
Me; yes i will...i will....
Jungryoul oppa: I need to check everything during the reheasal because you're under my responsibilities..
(omg oppa yes i feel like i am your wife.....)
Me: Ok i will make sure everything will be perfect....
Jungryoul oppa: hahaha...ok so see you tomorrow nana...congratulation again.....
Me: Thank you so much.....can you say thanks to Woohyun because choose me...hahaha
Jungryoul oppa: yes sure hahaha... byebye nana.....
(omg oppa why you treat me like that omg i wanna cry i wanna cry T______T)
Me: byebye...

to be continue......

Day Dreaming or Reality??? PART II

hello guiseeee...lets continue with part II kkkkkk heol nana daebak sageon....>_____<

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Sunday, June 9 as usual i'm working =_= Going to office start from 8am and go back at 5pm...But at that day, my boss didn't come to office...And me, like always keep my self busy with twitter orz...pat pat my head...In the morning, my twitter and google+ bombing with #Worldbestinspirit hashtag lmao....seriously so many inspirit join that contest around the world @____@ The winner for this event, will get a call from Infinite Staff...And because of that, my phone and me being a twinnie for a whole day lmao....At twitter was really busy and noisy omg (i mean in virtual side) All of us was like omg i'm so nervous and keep looking the phone hahaha...Situation at twitter was like (see the dialogue)

             A: Hey i heard someone form Singapore got a called!!!!!!
             B: OMG!!!SHE GOT A CALLED!!! SHE IS PHILIPINES!!!!!
             C: asdfghjkl she's just got picked from MYUNGSOO hold me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee...

ok.The situation almost like that or i'm just too overreact??? ok whatever....you know what, at that time i feel so nervous omg i feel like i will take a seat for final exam omg so nervous...my finger shaking my heart so dugeun dugeun....o<-<

And Suddenly...........i got a called from this number.........

Sorry i need to covered that number...mihmihmih.....ok continue.....

omgomgomg when i saw that number on my phone screen i feel wanna cryyyy my mind was blank...then, i just push answer button...OMG!!!! *check it out my phone dialogue* lmao

Infinite Staff : Hello, this is Nana??

me : yes!! Nana here...wh..who..whoo are you???

Infinite Staff: I'm from Infinite staff.....

me: OMGOMGOMG...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA O<-<

Infinite Staff: hey relax...hahaha...

me: omg are you serious??? why you call me (stupid question from me =_=)

Infinite Staff: Congratulations Nana..you're the lucky winner for Infinite g+ hangout....

me: ASDFGHJKLASDFGHJKLL..are you serious?? omg!!! i wanna cryyyyy

Infinite Staff: hey relax...cool nana cool...hahaha (yeah he laugh at me lol)

me: I'm still in shocked...omg i cant believe this..../cryyyy

Infinite Staff: Are you happy?? hahaha yes you're the lucky winner from Malaysia

me: omg thank you so much seriously really really thank you because choose me....T___T but why you choose me?? my video not that good.... (a humble me lol)

Infinite Staff: ah not me who choose your video..

(at that time i was thinking back then, i saw someone got choose by L...omg)

me: so, who choose my video?? /shaking

Infinite Staff: Infinite member....

(omg that oppa seriously always make a joke with me hahaha)

me: who?? tell me omg!!!!!

Infinite Staff: NAM WOOHYUN!

me: OMG NAM WOOHYUN????? OMG AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

(at that time i feel like omg idk i feel like what ><)

Infinite Staff: are you happy right?? hahaha

me: of course i am happy omg nam woohyun!!! but why he choose my video?? my video not really good ><

Infinite Staff: ah he said your video looks so sincere and honest....

REST IN PEACE NANA O<-<

me: omg i wanna cryyyyyyy......i wanna cryyy...T____T

Infinite Staff: you're so cute....hahaha...ok now i wanna check your g+ hangout....

me: ok..what i have to do??

Infinite Staff: i will invite you for hangout..please make sure your mic is on ok...

me: ok....

(whats on earth omg that Infinite Staff omg he is Kim Jungryoul oppa!!!! omg he is Infinite manager and i talked and hangout with him!!!!omg rest in peace nana o<-<)

to be continue........

Day Dreaming or Reality??? PART 1

Hello guiseeee...Long time no see kkkkkk....Blame my self because always being a chipsmore here >,<...Anyways, i feel like wanna write something...hihihi....Maybe something that i wont forget in rest of my life something that hard to believe until now T^T....

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As we know (Mostly Inspirit knew it) Infinite Official+ for google+ held an event for Inspirit which is WORLD BEST INSPIRIT COMPETITION click here OMG! its like a dream for each Inspirit around the world...we have a chance to hangout with Infinite...omg thank you so much sajangnim..../brb crying/

** After i check it out about that event, i feel so wow awesome...i wanna join!!! I ask many my Inspirit friends not only in Malaysia, but others country too and they were like yes of course nana i will join it for sure!!!!! hahaha as usual, my Inspirit friends is DAE to the BAK!!! My brain was like, what should i do?? should i write a letter?? should i selca with my collection?? but re-thinking that my collection is-not-like-that-much so i decide wanna do some video message \o/ awwwww told ya, i never do such thing in my life omg Infinite you're lucky ok..hmphhh...Sometimes i feel like hey Infinite staff why you're so cruel?? you only give 2 days to us???omg really short short time orz...luckily i'm at home at that time and i have assistant which my little sister Irah to help me took the photo of my not so many collection and while me record my own video message...Seriously, while recording, i didn't read any script lmao...i just said what my mind wanna say...hahaha boom boom clap nana ~,~

** Finish with recording and photoshoot, at the night, i just spent my saturday night in front of my laptop and do a movie maker orz so tiring since i didn't do it for quiet long time =_= Actually i almost give up lol since my laptop keep hang while i wanna upload my recording omg seriously pissed me out!!! But, i'm still do it for 23456534 times (all lies) and finally I MADE IT!!!! its done omg heaven heaven.....but as expected out of 10 stars, my video only get -1 stars =_=

TADA!!!!

#WorldBestInspirit from Malaysia

** My only first video message to Infinite now officially available on my you tube channel...\o/ My channel

But, after i submit my form to Infinite Official+, i deleted it right away...hahaha...(see, how shy i am +_+)...

I send my video message is about 12:25am MST...hahaha....so late >< I spent some times to see what others Inspirit do for their contest!!! and my eyes was like O.O seriously they are really awesome!!! omg most of them upload their Infinite collection omg seriously amazing...my brain still calculating, how much they spend for those collection....i'm kinda jealous lol #typicalnana =_=